1997-02-07 - Penrith, CUMBRIA - Unknown

I was approx 12/13 when a craft was outside my bedroom window and no we couldn’t see it but we both felt a vibrating in head

My female then best friend Lindsey Lowis/Lawis an I had been sat on my bedroom floor playing a board game when we both at the same time looked up from the game on the floor and while my mind was racing through “well no way a helicopter is right outside my bedroom window, no draft, no wind blowing about, what else could it be but a UFO.”
My friend interrupted my racing mind that was trying to convince me this was not a UFO and she asked me “omg Natalie what the fuck is that?”
Of course I knew this was out of this word, my legs shaking slightly and nervous i stood up wanting to peep out of the closed curtains, all while my friend Lindsey was stood behind me but frightened an wanting to know, but this vibrating skull/brain noise/feeling…a feeling because it wasn’t a sound and it was repetitive and we both get it. I knew she wasn’t lying because she looked up at me from the floor at the exact time I felt this vibrating feeling in head, we stood anyway an I went to put my right hand finger and thumb on the bottom left corner of my curtain to peep out but as soon as I touched the curtain or split second before it was gone and vibrating stopped, so I opened the curtains and looked outside in the dark very still night with nobody in sight but nothing there but I felt that something was right outside that window. I told my mother in the morning and actually it was school morning I’m sure but I just can’t remember as my friend an I agreed to tell nobody or we’d be laughed at by our other school friends. Lyndsey didn’t lie or be the idiot like me but she did tell one of the girls she’d been close friends with for years prior to meeting me and jokes were made about our UFO experience.

I know it’s years later but I’m so sick these days I wanted to report my experience and this was not all of the strange experiences, there were approx 5 and always 1 other person present.

I don’t know what would run around at 3:10am in my now deceased boyfriend’s and mother’s apartment but it did and…I can’t honestly be bothered to explain by typing my multiple strange experiences, ufo and paranormal I guess is how what I’ve seen on tv and internet would suggest. I can name all that were present with me. I did become a drug addict by age 18 so nobody’s going to believe anything I tell about this but the other people, except my father who died since and my ex boyfriend who also experienced a 2nd 3:10am paranormal type experience as I had the night before and I know for sure he did because he jumped up suddenly off his mothers sofa which we had fell asleep on watching tv, he turned the tv off and picked up the carton of milk he’d been drinking out of and rushed to put back in fridge, when I questioned why he was getting up he’d said his mother was back, meaning he thought he’d heard her walking up the stairs just as I had heard slow footstep the night before, both times it wasn’t his mum.

Both son an mother tuck own lives, his was hanging himself in Durham Prison his name Scott Fisher, back in 2000/2001. His mother died just a few years ago, approx 5 years ago, Sue Fisher was her name.

I haven’t had anymore of these experiences but I’ve had premonitions in dreams which came true or I’ve felt a heavy depression feeling something bad was about to happen.
I don’t plan living with my horrific physical pain in abdomen which for 6 years the nhs still failed to diagnose or hurry up an do something about the pain.

I absolutely plan to take my life because I’m too much agony mentally and physically but my health is deteriorating in this last 6 years an after witnessing the way the nhs GP’s and hospitals have treated me I do not want to wait until I’m any worse. So I’d love to tell my information which has been on my mind to report, I felt silly and didn’t even know who to contact.